Loved

Loved 

You are loved

She said

I know

Just know it 

I do

I know 

But

I think

I think it comes down to this

I don't want to be loved 

I never have

Why

I'm not sure really

Maybe 

Maybe I am

It's just that 

It hurts 

I know

We have all been hurt

Love ends

Love sometimes isn't what we thought it was 

Maybe it wasn't there

It was and it ended 

Maybe

We think we love someone 

But we even lie to ourselves 

Just so we feel good

Aren't lonely

So yes

I know the bad times can be rough

And scar us

But the good times are worth it

Those moments when you know Love

When you know you are loved 

They are worth it

Right

He shuddered

And went pale

Those times

The good times

Those are the moments that hurt

That hurt the most

For some of us

At those times

It crushes 

I'm not sure why

But it's those times that hurt me far more than the bad times

Maybe because 

When it ends

And I know at that time that it will end

Because everything ends

I know that when I do look back

I won't remember those good times

Not that I don't want to

It is that I am unable to

And knowing that those times are not only gone from my future

But that I cannot remember them from my past

Well

That hurts far more than being able to remember and miss them

©johnfklee